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							 Deacon Speakin'
 - Tom Lane
 
							
							...CommunitySaturday morning finds me in Southern 
							California attending a wood-working show.  This 
							week has been hectic; a perpetual journey via 
							automobile and aircraft.  Because I have 
							traveled so extensively in my life, (at one time 
							accumulating over a million United Airlines miles - 
							25,000 miles=one free round-trip), getting on a 
							plane holds no great attraction or appeal.
 
							I have visited 43 of our 50 states, 
							and at least ten foreign countries.  Now I'm 
							sitting here humming Johnny Cash's, "I've Been 
							Everywhere."  It's not quite that bad (or good, 
							depending on your outlook), but if I never left home 
							again, it would be okay. 
							Oooops, I just remembered that I have 
							a summer trip planned to visit some historic Civil 
							War sites, and that I will probably be traveling 
							back to Hawaii later in the year.  
							Please 
							disregard the first two paragraphs!   
							They say that home is "where the 
							heart is."  Very true.  Today, though 400 
							miles from my house, my heart is very much at home. 
							 
							Back home I'm dealing with a lot of 
							heartache.  Seems like a number of people 
							around me are going through some pretty difficult 
							situations; true heart-breaking circumstances.  
							Yet, it causes me to want to be back there all the more. 
							That is what community is about: the 
							gathering of ourselves.  Community is important 
							in part because we are more and do more collectively than 
							individually.  I'm not quite ready to say that 
							it takes a village to raise a child, but last week I 
							held someone else's hurting child in my arms and it 
							sure seemed like it made a difference - for both of 
							us! 
							In "Christ Plays in Ten Thousand 
							Places," author Eugene Peterson reminds us that 
							community is vital to our healthy existence.  
							Yet, we have within us the desire to isolate.  
							Oh, maybe we will take a few with us, but we all too 
							frequently spend our time and expend our energies in 
							attempts to reduce community - to a size we are more 
							capable of controlling.  I'm that way.  
							The fact is, I prefer manageable situations and 
							environments.  I'm sure that helps explain why 
							I own a business rather than working for someone 
							else.  But it also means that I need to be 
							careful.  Careful that I do not, even 
							unintentionally, do or say things that would 
							diminish or lessen community. 
							Mr. Peterson prompts the reader to 
							approach sectarianism, (breaking off into smaller 
							groups, or sects), cautiously.  He says that 
							"sectarianism is to the community what heresy is to 
							theology, a willful removal of a part from 
							the whole. 
							He gives the examples of our outrage 
							at someone marketing a Bible that only included 
							their five favorite books, or an art dealer cutting 
							up a large Rembrandt canvas into two-inch squares. 
							Yet, too easily, we allow, and even 
							delight, in the dividing up of the Jesus community 
							into contentious and competitive groups. 
							 
							I think Paul's question, should be 
							our question (whenever we see a tendency toward 
							sectarianism): "Has Christ been divided?" (1 
							Corinthians 1:13) 
							For all it's 
							difficulties, turmoil, worries and frets, I still 
							prefer being an integral part of community.  As 
							such, I want to be a good friend, and to have good 
							friends; to participate not only in the eating of 
							meals together, but in the cleaning of the dishes 
							after we've had our fill.   
							I'm glad to report that my 
							body and heart will be reunited around 6:00 p.m. 
							I can hardly wait for the grand reunion! 
							
							
							Editor's Update:  With good whether conditions 
							and strong favorable tail winds, Deacon Tom's body 
							and heart were reunited at precisely 5:47 p.m. 
 
							
							...TributeAs a professional 
							salesman, I sometimes refer to myself as a "word 
							merchant."  In sales, words are the most 
							valuable tools in our arsenal.  That said, I 
							often research words; determining their origin and 
							correct use.  Today's word ...tribute.
 While Webster's has 
							many definitions (mostly dealing with money and 
							bribery) the definition that seems most appropriate 
							is: "something given, done, or said, as a gift; 
							testimonial to show gratitude, respect, honor or 
							praise." Yesterday at
							the 
							Epicenter we paid tribute (a very 
							small bribe ...j/k) to a man I greatly admire. 
							
							Jim Fugate 
							celebrated his 75th birthday.  As a surprise, 
							all his children and several grandchildren flew in 
							from all over the country and conducted our entire 
							worship service, including all of the music and 
							preaching.  Of course, there is never tribute 
							in Baptist circles without a potluck, and yesterday 
							was no exception.  If you missed it, and your 
							last name begins with the letter A-L, your salad was 
							sorely missed! It was a wonderful 
							day, in tribute to a wonderful man.  I'm so 
							thankful for the Godly men that have influenced my 
							life.  Jim is a great mentor with a 
							tender-hearted compassion that I have not seen in 
							many men.  We have prayed together most every 
							Saturday for the past five years, and it is through 
							prayer that I have really seen Jim's heart. The following 
							pictures are my tribute to this man who has touched 
							and impacted so many lives.   
							(Click on pictures for larger view) 
							
							 Jim and Doris Fugate
 
							
							 The Fugate Family
 
							
							 Music by The Fugate Five?
 
							
							 M-Z Bring a Main Dish
 
							
							 "Happy Birthday Jim"
 
							
							 We Love You Man!
 
 
							...The Concept of SacrificeIf you 
							read this column regularly you know that being a 
							Sunday school teacher is one of the most important 
							roles in my life.  Each week we gather and 
							consider God's Word.  I take this 
							responsibility very seriously because I know that, 
							in part, people's very lives depend on me handling 
							God's Word well.
 This 
							past Sunday, barely one hour after finishing our 
							study from the book of Romans, I received an e-mail 
							from one of the students in our class.  This 
							student is new and eager to learn; a teacher's dream 
							student! This 
							special person asked me to explain more about the 
							concept of sacrifice.  How would you answer 
							this?  Please
							
							e-mail me 
							with your thoughts.  I've spent a few hours 
							answering the question, but I'd love to hear from 
							you. I do 
							not believe anyone can truly understand salvation 
							without understanding sacrifice.  Sacrifice is 
							what differentiates Christianity from all other 
							religions and schisms.  The sacrifice that 
							gains us relationship with God is not our own, it is 
							God's - sending His Son as a sacrificial offering. 
							 
							"We can't 
							round up enough containers to hold everything God 
							generously pours into our lives through the Holy 
							Spirit.  Christ arrives right on time to make this 
							happen.  He didn't and doesn't wait for us to get 
							ready.  He presented 
							Himself for the sacrificial death 
							when we were far too weak and rebellious to do 
							anything to get ourselves ready.  And even if we 
							hadn't been so weak, we wouldn't have known what to 
							do anyway.  We can understand someone dying for a 
							person worth dying for ...but God put His love on 
							the line for us by 
							offering His Son (Jesus) in sacrificial death 
							while we were of no use whatever to him."  (Romans 
							5:6-8) We 
							gain salvation when we accept, believe and confess 
							that God 
							has done 
							for us what 
							we could never do 
							for ourselves.  God's part in sacrifice is 
							done!   But 
							sacrifice is still an active part of the Christian's 
							life.  Romans 12:1 says that we are to present 
							ourselves to God as "a living sacrifice."  
							Noted Christian author, Chuck Swindol points out 
							that the difference between an Old Testament 
							sacrifice (a goat, a bull, or a lamb) and a New 
							Testament "living sacrifice," (you and I), is that 
							living things keep 
							 crawling off the altar. So true. In 
							presenting ourselves as sacrifices -as offerings to 
							God, Eugene Peterson reminds us that, 
							
							"These 
							offerings are to be the best that we have, the best 
							that we can do.  But this best is not given to 
							God to show Him how good we are; it is not an 
							attempt to gain His approval.   These 
							offerings are our best but they are also an 
							acknowledgment that our best is not good enough.  
							We place our best on the altar to see what God can 
							do with it."
							 So I 
							begin this day, once more, lifting myself back up 
							onto the altar, having crawled off sometime during 
							the afternoon yesterday.   
							The 
							priest just showed up with an arm full of firewood.  
							He flashed me a nice smile.  Maybe, just maybe, 
							he believes I'm going to stay put this time.  I 
							hope he's right. 
 
							...Someone Has to 
							Say It!Well, 
							I guess I'm going to show my age today.  I have 
							something to say that simply cannot be put off.  
							It would be easier, I suppose, not to comment, but
							I think 
							it's time somebody spoke up 
							...about these teenagers.
 Oh, I 
							know what some of you are thinking; that it's been a 
							long time since I was a teen, but I don't think that 
							should disqualify me from speaking out.  I do 
							not see how I can sit idly by. 
							The things I am seeing and 
							reading about this generation demand a response.
							  
							Someone has to say it.  
							I've decided that I have an obligation to tell it 
							like it is, even if no one else is willing to take 
							the risk.  So here goes... I 
							want to talk about two teens in particular, Shauna 
							Fleming and Daniel Patterson.   
							Shauna Fleming, a high school student in Los 
							Angeles, was 15 years old when she decided that she 
							would like to start a national program called "A 
							Million Thanks." The purpose of the 
							program is to collect and 
							distribute a million letters of thanks to U.S. 
							military personnel around the globe. Shauna, who is now 16 
							and a sophomore, has far surpassed the million mark, 
							and has increased her goal to 1.4 million, the 
							equivalent of one letter for every man and woman in 
							uniform. Actor Gary Sinise of 
							CSI fame,  recently met the teen and said, "I
							was so impressed for a person her age 
							to take on such a huge project and make such a 
							difference in the lives of the men and women serving 
							our country.”  I heard Shauna 
							interviewed on the radio this morning and I could 
							not believe how mature she is.  She will appear 
							on CNN, CBS and Fox News this week as she closes in 
							on her new goal.  If you would like to know 
							more about Shauna and "A Million Thanks" I encourage 
							you to 
							click here.  
							When you are done click the "back" button on your 
							browser so you can return here and read about Daniel 
							Patterson. I know Daniel 
							personally.  He is also a sophomore in high 
							school.  He is an avid wrestler.  Indeed, 
							he has serious "wrestling skills."  But he also 
							has "hacking skills."  Well, okay, maybe not 
							actual hacking (as least as far as I know ...lol), 
							but he does have technology skills. Our website, as you 
							may have read elsewhere, has been growing 
							tremendously.  In the first 100 days of this 
							year (y2k5) we had 20,679 visitors.  In fact, 
							since re-launching the site in mid-October of 2004, 
							we have had over 34,200 visitors ...from at least 58 
							countries. Until recently, the 
							most popular pages on the site have been our various 
							blogs (pastorob,
							
							Warren Peace, 
							Joe's 
							Journals,
							
							WhatEva, and
							
							Deacon Speakin') ...that is until 
							Daniel came along and produced a
							
							video skit;
							a parody of the popular movie, "Napoleon 
							Dynamite."  This short video was shown to a 
							live audience at the Epicenter and received rave 
							reviews.  It is now being regularly downloaded 
							from our website by people from all over the world!
							
							Watch it now.  
							After you finish watching the video, read
							
							
							a critical review 
							review of the skit written by a student in 
							Singapore! 
							Our youth page 
							was designed by Daniel and it is now the most 
							popular page on our site!  We know of a church 
							in Florida that intends to use the material to do 
							their own Napoleon Dynamite program to reach youth 
							in their community. These teenagers
							 ...sure make me proud!  
							I'm glad I can see the value of our teens.  
							Watching TV and reading the paper I notice there's never a shortage of bad 
							news about our teens, but I am actually very hopeful 
							with what I see and read.  I guess what you 
							think probably depends a lot on where you get your 
							information. 
 
							...A Call to WorshipOne of 
							my church responsibilities each week is to 
							put together the "visuals" for our worship service.  
							The visuals are the words to the songs we sing 
							together with a background picture.  They are put on 
							a large screen behind our worship team to help 
							people sing along.
 One 
							day I hope to incorporate the Mitch Miller bouncing 
							ball, but I digress... What 
							is worship?  I still haven't found an easy 
							answer to that question.  Oh, I have many 
							answers, just nothing succinct.  The closest 
							I've come so far is that worship is "declaring God's 
							worthiness," or "worth-ship."  But I know it's 
							far more than that. While 
							not exclusive, to me worship nearly always involves 
							song.  Eugene Peterson, in "Christ Plays in Ten 
							Thousand Places," says that song is "heightened 
							speech."  I like that.  He goes on to say 
							that song "does not explain, it expresses: it gives 
							witness." 
							"Because God, and therefore the worship of God, 
							cannot be reduced to the rational, song has always 
							been basic to the act of worship.  Music is not 
							added to the words to make them more pleasing; it is 
							integral to the way the words are being used as
							...windows 
							to the mystery, as joining in the dance of the 
							Trinity," 
							Mr. Peterson adds. 
							Another way we could define worship is that it is 
							our acknowledgement of God's salvation; God doing 
							for us what we could not do for ourselves.  
							There is a wonderful example of this in
							
							Exodus 
							15:1-18, sometimes referred to as "The Song of 
							Moses."  The song is a recounting of God 
							miraculously saving the Israelites from the Egyptian 
							army, put to music. 
							Do we 
							miss the essence of worship? 
							Sometimes.   In the novel, "The 
							Sparrow," author Mary Doria Russell observes how few ever notice the 
							actual ways of God: God 
							was at Sinai and within weeks, people were dancing 
							in front of a golden calf.  God walked in 
							Jerusalem and days later, folks nailed Him up and 
							went back to work.  Faced with the Divine, 
							people took refuge in the banal, as though answering 
							a cosmic multiple-choice question.  If you saw 
							a burning bush, would you:     
							(a) 
							call 911
 (b)  get the hot dogs
 
 (c)  recognize God
 Eugene Peterson 
							reminds us that... "salvation is God 
							doing for us what we cannot do for ourselves.  
							We are head-over-heels in on this.  
							But we don't manage it.  We don't direct it.  
							What we do is worship.  We sing to the Lord the 
							Song of Salvation.  The song doesn't explain, 
							the song witnesses.  As Moses and the 
							Israelites sing the song they witness.  In that 
							worshiping witness they participate in the mystery.  
							And so do we." 
 
							...The 
							Crisis of Belief"God 
							will never give us a vision without providing the 
							resources."  I've been saying this a lot of 
							late.  Now I wonder aloud, do I really believe 
							this, or is it just a trite phrase so oft repeated 
							that I have accepted it as one of the many axioms of 
							my life?
 
							 I 
							begin by trying to recall when I first heard this 
							precept and began the process of adopting it as my 
							own.  As near as I can tell, it began several 
							years ago with a challenge from Henry Blackaby's 
							study,  "Experiencing God." Here's
							
							an overview of 
							"Experiencing God."  
							 The 7 Steps to Experiencing God
 In the section on 
							"The Crisis of Belief" (#5 in 
							the picture), Pastor Blackaby 
							tells the following: 
							
							One year the people on our finance committee said, 
							"Pastor, you have taught us to walk by faith in 
							every area of the life of our church except in the 
							budget."  I asked them to explain.  They 
							said, "Well, when we set the budget, we set it on 
							the basis of what we believe we can do.  It 
							does not reflect that we expect God to do anything." 
							
							"Hummmmm," I said.  "Then how do you feel we 
							ought to set the budget?" 
							
							(The finance committee thought this through and came 
							up with a formula that factor in what they felt God 
							wanted them to do.) 
							
							As a church we prayed and decided God wanted us to 
							use this approach to budgeting (which included not 
							only their tithes and pledges, but "what we must 
							depend on God to do.").  We did not try to 
							dream our own dreams for God.  We had to be 
							absolutely sure God was leading us to do the things 
							we put in the budget.  The difference 
							between what we could reasonably expect to receive 
							and the total was what we would ask God to provide. 
							
							...by faith we adopted the grand total as our 
							operating budget.  At this point we reached 
							a crisis of belief.  Did we really believe 
							that led us to do these things would also provide 
							the resources to bring them to pass?  Anytime 
							God leads you to do something that has God-sized 
							dimensions, you will face a crisis of belief.  When 
							you face a crisis of belief, what you do next 
							reveals what you really believe about God. 
							
							The budget of our church normally would have been 
							$74,000.  The budget we set was $164,000.  
							We pledged to pray daily that God would meet our 
							needs.  Any money that came in that we did not 
							anticipate we credited to God.  At the end 
							of the year we had received $172,000. I know that we cannot 
							expect God to do exactly the same thing that He has 
							done in another place, at another time, but I 
							believe that Henry Blackaby's experience with the 
							"Crisis of Belief" will be repeated every time we 
							reach beyond our abilities and our resources. I am praying for 
							God's vision for fbcgalt in Y2K5 and beyond.  
							As we VisionCast™, it is my hope and prayer that we 
							will not "play it safe" and limit our thinking to 
							what we can accomplish ourselves.   pastorob.com has been 
							an exciting adventure over the past 6-1/2 months.  
							What began as a vision for reaching hundreds became 
							a vision (and then a reality) for reaching 
							thousands, - 20,679 
							visitors served in the past 100 days! - 
							we now dare to believe we can reach hundreds of 
							thousands. The website is only 
							one of the fbcgalt ministries.  I'm praying for 
							God's vision for every aspect of our church.  
							I believe vision casting is a vital role  of 
							the deacon.  And yes, I have experienced my own 
							"crisis of belief" whenever I dare to think beyond 
							our current situation.   But, buoyed by Henry 
							Blackaby's experience and teaching, I believe (not 
							just think or agree with someone else), that God 
							will never give a vision without providing the 
							resources to see it through.   Why do I believe 
							this, you ask? Because "providing" 
							is one of the very names of God. 
							So Abraham 
							called that place, "The Lord Will Provide."  
							And to this day it is said, On the mountain of the 
							Lord it will be provided."  
							-Genesis 22:14
							 
 
							...Bratty KidsIn church last Sunday, 
							there was a couple in front of us with two bratty 
							kids.  Two pews behind us there was another 
							couple with their two bratty kids making a lot of 
							noise.  Ours is mostly an older congregation, 
							and these elderly people are set in their ways since 
							their kids 
							have been gone a long time.  And so it wasn't a 
							very nice service; it was just not very good 
							worship.  But afterwards I saw half a dozen of 
							these elderly people come up and put their arms 
							around the mother, touch the kids, sympathize with 
							her. They could have been irritated...
 Now anybody who has 
							read this far and was in our service this past week 
							is probably in a bit of a panic, trying frantically to remember 
							where my wife were sitting and which young families 
							were sitting in front of, and behind us. 
							 Actually, 
							this isn't my story at all.  The "bratty kid" 
							story is from an interview with 
							Eugene Peterson by Mark Galli.  If you have 
							been reading along in this column for the past few 
							weeks, you know that I am currently reading, "Christ 
							Plays in Ten Thousand Places," by Dr. Peterson.  
							It is proving to be one of the most 
							thought-provoking books I have read in the past 
							decade. To help you 
							understand why I believe spiritual theology in 
							general, and this book in particular, are so 
							important, 
							I have included
							
							Mark Galli's interview with 
							Eugene Peterson from the March issue 
							of Christianity Today.  Please take a few 
							minutes to read it ...but be prepared to have some 
							of your long-held church mores rocked a bit. 
 ...It 
							can be really hard to not care what other people 
							thinkSound 
							familiar?  It does if you've been reading 
							Whateva.  
							Eva said this in her April 3rd blog.
 
							Funny, what made her think of this 
							was a story I told during our Sunday school class...
							
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 ...PassionFunny how we get 
							certain reputations along the way.  I am known 
							in some circles as a very passionate person.  
							Passion can be a compliment, (it's my contention 
							that people almost always respond favorably to 
							passion...
							
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 ...Pop QuizToday, I begin with 
							something a little different ...a pop quiz.  
							Now some of you are very excited because you think I 
							am going to ask you who's going to be voted off the 
							island, or who will be this year's American Idol.  
							Well, to be honest, I'm not that hip to the pop 
							culture of the day.  About as close as I get to 
							being in on the pop culture is my daily visit to 
							Starbucks...
							
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 ...God is on 
							Our SideYesterday, I had the 
							opportunity to answer a question, "Why did Jesus 
							have to die?"  How would you answer this 
							question?... 
							
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 ...The Wonder
							of the Resurrection
 I've been given the 
							privilege of preaching our 
							Easter 
							Sunrise Service this Sunday.  
							Inspired by my current reading of "Christ Plays in 
							Ten Thousand Places," by Eugene Peterson, I have 
							chosen...
							
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 ...Writing from 
							the Right SideThose who know me as a 
							hard to nail-down, outside-the-box 
							ESTJ, know that I 
							almost always think and write from the left side on 
							my brain.  Unfortunately that side seems to 
							have some sort of writer's block tonight, so I've 
							yielded to the right side of my brain for a "guest 
							column." ...
							
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 ...The Terri 
							Schiavo StoryIf you did not already 
							do so, I would ask that you read my previous column 
							(...Followed 
							by a Cross) before reading this 
							column.  It will help lay the foundation for 
							what I want to share...
							
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							...Followed 
							by a CrossAt our early morning 
							prayer meeting today, one of my friends told a story that I think is worth passing 
							along.
 It seems my friend 
							Bill (not his real name) has a friend named Joe (not 
							his real name) and they are both recovering 
							alcoholics who regularly attend AA (Alcoholics 
							Anonymous) meetings.  My friend says that 
							at AA, people are known by their first name and last 
							initial, for example...
							
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 ...I Believe, 
							Therefore I AmSound familiar?  
							Well, actually the quote is, "I think, 
							therefore I am." This famous quotation was from the 
							17th century French philosopher, René Descartes.  
							He is best known for his attempt to put philosophy...
							
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