Thursday, July 30, 2008
Yesterday our staff had a
prayer meeting (Matt, Emma,
and me). I asked the Lord to
bring that day to our
remembrance months from now
when some time has passed
and His Will has been done
Prayer must be at the core
of anything we are
attempting to do in a local
church (preach, teach,
outreach). Ideas for
ministry are birthed in the
prayer meeting. At least,
that's how it works for me!
This is why I enjoy praying
with a few other people. I
enjoy hearing the vision as
I listen.
At the altar, my decision to
follow Jesus is continually
affirmed. As our Enemy
strategically plans his
agenda to steal, kill or
destroy, the battle will be
won in prayer and in praise
to the Living God. I must
continually resolve to
praise Him in all
circumstance. That resolve
is strengthened by simple
action of slowly arising
from the posture of prayer
and taking the next step.
During my years at Seminary
(GGBTS), I met a guy named
Todd and a girl named
Timberley. We enjoyed
fellowship in classes and
during times of worship and
prayer together. It was fun
to watch them during the
early days of their
courtship and to learn of
their marriage.
They also were called by God
to serve as missionaries in
Indonesia. Recently, I
received news that their
daughter, Anna, had
been killed in an accident.
They will be returning to
the States to be with family
for a season.
Todd
and Timberley
have asked for prayer:
Pray for the impact that
Anna’s death has had on our
community. Pray that God
would be glorified and many
would come to know the
Savior that Anna loved.
Pray
for Anna’s little Indonesian
friends who found her body
after the accident. They are
still having dreams about
Anna and miss her very much.
I have attached a picture so
that you can see
who you are praying for. My
hope is that when we return
we can continue the
relationship with them and
their family.
Today, I also received a
note from
Karen, a friend
from Texas. I met
Karen online during the
months that Stonegate was
preparing to help Pastor
Wesley in Liberia. In
today's email, she shared of
tragedy that has recently
occurred in her life.
On
Saturday, July 26, my
precious husband had a
massive stroke which
eventually resulted in his
passing on Wednesday, July
30. He was able to
communicate with us for a
couple of days after the
stroke and told me he was
not scared. He did not lose
his sense of humor and
milked it for extra head and
neck massages!!
How precious of our Lord
to allow me several days
to minister to him and
prepare my own heart for the
possibility of letting him
go. My very large and loving
family who know so well not
only how to live, but how to
usher a loved one into
heaven were with me and the
boys every step of the way.
Kyle and I have been married
for 41 years.
His funeral is Friday at
11:00 at our church home in
Midland, Stonegate
Fellowship. I love you
all. I thank God for each of
you and your love for us. It
is well with my soul,
actually better than well.
Love, Karen
Lord, Jesus, bless
these two precious families
as they mourn the loss of
their loved ones. Glorify
Your Name in their lives.
Fill them with Your Tender
Mercies and let them
experience the bittersweet
joy of being poured out upon
the people groups to whom
you have called them to be
witnesses.
Later in the day, Bob Knapp
sent me a note that
Greg and Cathe Laurie
lost their son in a car
accident last week. He sent
me a link to a website where
I watched a video of this
Dad speaking to the church
about the recent loss of his
son, Christopher (33)
click here
Wednesday, July 29, 2008
Back in Auburn from two days
in Galt. We were able to
visit Joe and Sharon in
their new apt. and have
lunch with them before his
first day on the job at the
U.S. Bank in Stockton. The
University of the Pacific is
directly across the street
from their modest dwelling.
It is a beautiful campus
with Big Trees and Internet
Access (Dad is well
pleased).
In case you don't have it,
my new, local cell number is
(530) 366-2924. Give
me a call if you would like
to share a prayer request or
a testimony of God's
faithfulness in your current
circumstances.
At the close of Sunday's
Video at Iglesia Bautista de
Bell Road, I asked the Lord
to move us along in regards
to the house. I prayed aloud
that perhaps He was allowing
delays and was watching to
see if our desire to be on
mission in the neighborhood
would grow.
Again, the comments
on this story of a fire in
the neighborhood confirm the
need for the Gospel to be
lived out in the Greens (click
here).
It looks like our closing on
the house in the Greens
might be happening next
week.
We will see.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Movement on our house has
slowed down. That particular
circumstance has dampened
the fire of personal
revival. So, I have prayed
this morning for the Lord to
give us what we most deeply
need. Therefore, I will look
back to testify of God's
faithfulness to guide our
steps no matter what the
circumstance.
On Tuesday afternoon, Cathy
and I went out for three
hours of visitation with
Jimmie and Chet. We visited
three households and enjoyed
the company at each stop. On
the first visit, a sister
named Minnie testified of
Christ's redemption in her
life. We were all mutually
edified by her testimony.
The visits were important
because both occurred as a
result of weaving reminder
into the prayer at the close
of Message 54:
Stewards of Circumstance:
Lesson 2-Bells and Whistles
What is the point of trying
to go on to Lesson 3 or
beyond when we have left
things undone which were
clearly seen as personal
assignments from the Spirit?
My admonition to brothers
and sisters everywhere is to
go back to one's last altar
and judge oneself.
We had a sweet time of
prayer last night. I
introduced an old hymn that
Jimmie shared
that she had not seen or
heard it before.
Elfreide knew it
from the old country:
At the prayer
meeting, we sang
it acapella.
This morning at
11am, our own
Faye McKinley
is scheduled to
share her
testimony at Joy
Fellowship.
post-script:
As I was
publishing this
entry, I
received a phone
call from a
distressed
brother and
shared the
truths that keep
Christians
built up
(edified) in
Christ (a
current key word
to consider in
all things:
oikodomeo).
As we were
talking on
Truth, another
call came
in--also a sign
from the Spirit
about
work-in-progress.
That led to an
appointment at
1pm.
Just now,
Pamela
from Crown
Financial
Ministries
arrived for a
10:30
appointment so I
am off to meet
with her. More
later.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Here is a link to the
Centrifuge Blog:
click here
hmm: about
the area where we are trying
to buy a place to live. This
story stirred up comments
that confirm the mission
field called the Greens (click
here).
Monday, July
21, 2008
Hot off the editing-block,
last Sunday's
Message has some fun
special effects in the
remix. I hope you'll enjoy
it.
Stewards of Circumstance:
Lesson Three--Barnabas
Steps Up
God is about
to raise up a leader to
take his
3,000-plus member Mega-Church to the next level.
Surprise! Jesus has selected Saul of Tarsus.
The boys in Jerusalem are afraid of him. Saul
might
never get the chance to go to bat for them
unless
someone first goes to bat for him!
It was challenging to edit
this sermon because I
seemed to be a bit
tongue-tied yesterday.
For several weeks, I had to go to
Speech Class when I was in
the first grade. Some of that
impediment still impedes
when I speak yet
today.
It is 8:30am. Three vehicles
filled with young people
just left for Jenness Park
to attend Centrifuge,
2008.
Brandon and Pastor Matt
will make sure to keep us
updated via the Internet.
I was pleased to look around
the circle as we prayed and
took note of the precious,
beautiful young lives who
will be well-fed
(spiritually and physically)
this week.
Whew! We were at church
until 11:00pm. last night.
It had been a long day but
full of ministry. After the
morning service (and
movement at the altar), we
were graced with a meal at
Chevy's. Our new member,
Curtis, joined
many of us for this
luncheon. Then, he came to
the Spanish Service with
Cathy,
Jesse, Elba, Jorge,
and me.
The Spanish music time was
quite enjoyable but during
the sermon (in Spanish), I
went into my office to begin
preparing the morning
message for the Internet.
Those who stayed to watch
Pastor Francisco Camarena
heard about the 7th
Commandment (Adultery) and
were challenged with
application for their lives.
Two other new members,
Art
and Darcy, joined
us for the evening message
in the Coffee House.
Tim
and Brandon Willette
are doing a great
job in this teaching venue.
I
seemed to be a bit
tongue-tied yesterday.
Someday, I'll tell the
church that I had to go to
speech class when I was in
first grade. Some of that
impediment still impedes yet
today.
Saturday,
July 19, 2008
Pastor Matt and Justine came
by last night. I was quite
worn out from the long day
(it was only 10:30pm). We
had walked around Downtown
Auburn from 4:30 - 5:30,
then went to see the movie:
Journey to the Center of
the Earth. It reminded
me of the type of movie that
I enjoyed as a kid. It is
still playing at the Old
State Theater.
We can talk about some of
the particulars sometime but
I don't wanna 'write' it. A
face-to-face review would be
better. After the movie,
Cathy and I went on an
adventure drive to Ophir to
visit our friends off of
Slowdown Road.
Visionary Designer,
Wolfgang, gave us a tour
behind-the-scenes. Much like
the underground and
behind-the-walls at Disney
World, it is eye-opening and
amazing.
If you ever get the chance,
you won't wanna miss the Hen
House (with automatic water,
produce recycling, and 5-6
fresh eggs a day), the 220
pump box, the feeding of the
cats (and skunks), Dad's
swamp cooler, the DVD
collection, and more...
It is nearly 7am. This
morning I have scheduled a
stagecoach trail hike with
Joe, Sharon, and Cathy. I
will have the three of them
listen to the Word of God
for tomorrow's message.
There was a 'different'
message which became Lesson
2 last Sunday. So, this
message with Barnabas has
become Lesson 3 in the
Series.
Stewards of
Circumstance
Lesson 3:
"Barnabas Steps Up"
Acts 9:18-31
Romans 7:1-25
Luke 6:27-42
Cathy and I will again stay
over with Curt and Jean
tonight.
Friday,
July 18, 2008
I just
received some great news!
Our son,
Daniel, has been
hired by Dawn Landscaping.
I'm thrilled because I know
the owner personally and he
will be a good boss for this
precious son of ours.
I drove to the Deacons'
Prayer Meeting this morning
and prayed with
Wolfgang from 6:30
to 7:30.
Jimmie, Chet, and
I are now planning to go out
on Visitation someday next
week.
"This generation of
Christians
is responsible for this generation of souls."
--Keith Green
Pastor Matt and I
worked together yesterday.
We continued in the
far-reaching process of
laying a prayerful
foundation for recruiting
and equipping young people.
I woke up at 5:00 and
started refreshing my memory
on video-editing toward that
end.
BellRoadRadio
should soon become what I
have envisioned during my
earliest days of
the
AuburnCalling (awat).
The video (above) is a
further tweaking of what we
made yesterday. Thanks to
Grace Earl for
video-recording the night of
April 11th.
Ryan Schuyler at
Gold Country Media replied
to a question I asked this
morning:
Hey
Rob- Video servers
changed TODAY!
I love it. So the formats
supported are the same,
and the file size is the
same, but the quality is
much better. Upload a wmv
file at under 20 megs and
everything will be great!
--Ryan
Bell Road
Concert Series
Thursday,
July 17, 2008
"If
something is worth doing,
its worth doing (bad...)"
On Sunday afternoon,
Cathy and Mary both told me that
they wish I hadn't used the
case of the Kids Camp DVD as
an object lesson to affirm
my belief in that unusual
truth.
You will need to listen to
last Sunday's Message
(Stewards of Circumstance:
Lesson 2) in
order to gain the
perspective from whence I
was attempting to teach.
I was trying to make a point
of the video's ultimate
value for us (even if five
hours of sorting through and
editing many clips of raw
footage would not meet with
whole-hearted approval of a
Sunday Morning audience).
The Editor had written me
the day before (Saturday)
and asked if she could "go
for it." She knew that she
was working with
less-than-desirable
equipment but still wanted
to do the best she could as
a "Steward among the
Circumstances."
My mention of the 6-minute
video was with the trust
that the Editor would
understand what I was doing.
She is, after all, my dear
Sister-in-Christ and I was
simply being spontaneous. I
was 'acting' the part of the
church critic in order to demonstrate
the ugliness of unchecked judgmentalism
and condemnation when
allowed a voice in the
church.
The passage being preached
was:
"Do not judge, and you
will not be judged.
Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned.
Forgive,
and you will be forgiven.
Give, and it will be given to you.
A good measure, pressed down,
shaken together and running
over,
will be poured into your
lap.
For with the measure you
use,
it will be measured to
you."
The Editor points out the
irony that some who have
come to her defense may have
missed the point of the
passage.
Cathy knew that I was
'acting' the part of a
mean-spirited religionist.
She said, "It just doesn't
look good on you. The
character's bite was too
real!"
The girls in my family said,
"Nobody else is going
to understand...."
So, I called my
Sister-in-Christ on Sunday
night. I am thankful that she had not
taken offense toward me for
my remarks. She said, "Well,
I liked it!" She was content
with her work. Fortunately,
she has enough
self-confidence that my
remarks had not troubled
her.
Still, I took seriously what
my girls had warned me
about. Others might think I
was being mean. That
troubles me. Even with my
over-the-top personality
traits, I would never want
to hurt someone's feelings.
On Wednesday night, I
received a corrective letter
from another sister in the
church. It helped me more clearly
see that my 'acting role'
was too realistic. My sister
thought that I was seriously
upset with the content of
the video. I figure she is
isn't the only one.
Therefore, I must apologize.
I am sorry that sometimes I
unintentionally hurt or
embarrass people as I
attempt to follow the Spirit
in public.
Toward the end of the
Message, I introduced three
people with whom I had
previously shared my heart
about covenantal
relationships in the Body of
Christ.
I trusted that they trusted
me. Again, I thought I was
simply being spontaneous and
making a point with people I
felt had come to trust me
enough to not take offense.
However, due to concerns
expressed by
Cathy and Mary,
I wrote or called the people
that I had put on the spot.
I've been warned
before...
People who are watching my
public presentation of truth
may not understand my heart.
They may misinterpret my
motives. The fact that they,
themselves, are praying
Christians causes me to
humble myself.
Iron sharpeneth iron;
I must not ignore my mistake
in judgment. The spiritual
opinions and empathetic
feelings of innocent
onlookers do weigh heavy on
my heart as I try to work
through the aftermath of
this particular
body-of-teaching.
If the Editor was going to
be in town on Sunday, I
would ask her if she would
share publicly that we
continue to have a solid
relationship. She indeed
trusts my great respect for
her. However, she is going
to be out of town, so that
will not happen.
It is important to me that
anybody who has
misunderstood my motive
would acknowledge that I
suggested we give the Editor
a big round of applause for
her sacrifice of 5 hours!
(I had previously stated
that I could do a better
job---but it would take
20 hours!) I had thought
that sole statement had
served sufficiently as a
clue to my real support of
what she was able to bring
to the altar 'under the
circumstances'.
I don't know what I'll do to
try to make amends. I have
started by saying "I'm
sorry" to the one person who
has thus far written to me.
I wanted her to know that I
was fairly certain that the
Editor and the three
believers that I had brought
forward didn't really mind
serving as a focal point in
order to illustrate greater
principles.
I suggested that if she
would listen to the message
a second time then she might
better understand the
importance of the truths I
was trying to illustrate.
I will not ignore her rebuke
or correction. There is an
important need to do
whatever it takes to bring
balance in the Body of
Christ.
I intend to continue serving
as a pastor for all of the
people featured in Sunday's
unusual message. As far as I
know, all of them are moving
ahead with the hope of
growing to maturity
(alongside me) as
co-laborers in Christ.
Some people understand the
unusual teaching methods
that I sometimes employ.
However, I'm not as
confident now that it is
really worth the risk of
trying something on the edge
with this group of people.
Still, I'm leaving the
Message online (with only
minor editing).
My heart was not at all
about 'embarrassing' any of
these precious people. I am
truly sorry for having
embarrassed anyone. I was
short-sighted on this one.
I am reminded that sometimes
we must suffer "unintended
consequences" resulting from
our actions.
A gracious individual cares
enough about everyone
involved to write to me
directly with her concerns.
I will always respect her
for that and hope that God's
Perfect Will shall be done
in all of our hearts.
The Editor is my
friend,
Patrice. Last
night she encouraged me with
these words:
"Hey, that was last
Sunday.
It's already Wednesday. Let's move on."
I
am humbled by this.
Some 'drill sergeant' I've turned out to be...
Wednesday,
July 16, 2008
I searched the keyword
church at the Auburn
Journal's website and was
blessed to be reminded of
certain special events
we've sponsored for the good
of our community. There are
currently two pages
that are linked to the
keyword. Most of them are
connected with BellRoad:
church:
CLICK HERE
Of course, this was one of
my favorite entries:
Cathy and I drove back to
Auburn late last night after
a couple days of work around
the house (and yard) in
Galt.
Stewards of Circumstance:
Lesson 2 is now
uploaded. There was a
pre-sermon pep talk before
the 'sermon'. I also chose
to leave the tail end
introduction of new member
classmates and a testimony
from Brandon.
So, the program is 53
minutes long. I hope you
enjoy it.
Busy day for me but if you
wanna chat call me:
(530) 366-2924
Saturday,
July 12, 2008
The
New America Singers
performed last night. I
thoroughly enjoyed the total
experience. I told
Pastor
Matt that
Ted
and Betty Campbell
are role models to be
emulated! I was happy to
know that
Matt
and Justine
have now had the opportunity
to witness the fruit of a
couple's long-range,
visionary leadership.
I was running VideoStuff
from the balcony so I could
see that little
Evan was also
being exposed to this level
of musical competence. Last
night granted a gift to me:
to watch my girl,
Katey
Santillan, step
up to the plate and sing
solo lines and important,
strategic harmony. I've been
a pastor to Katey since she
was three. This cycle of
raising and equipping kids
for works of ministry is
very rewarding. I hope to
see 4 year old, Evan, doing
something as big sometime
during the next ten years of
his developing life.
Ha...yes,
and then there's the case of
Tila (not yet 2)
but she defintely will be on
stage someday! I can feel
it. It was fun to watch her
watch the puppets last
night.
The primary texts for our
current expository (yet
topical) sermon series are
as follows:
Becoming Stewards of
Circumstance
Tomorrow is Part 2:
"Barnabas Steps Up"
Acts 9:18-31
Romans 7:1-25
Luke 6:27-42
Friday, July
11, 2008
I woke up at 4am today.
Although I would have liked
to sleep more, I
couldn't...so I got online,
wrote this journal entry,
then posted a final
invitation at Placeropolis
for tonight's program. Soon,
I will leave for our
Deacons' Prayer Meeting at
6:30am.
A woman named Cathy
called
in from Roseville last
night. She had read a
different announcement about
the New America Singers on
the Placeropolis website.
She is coming tonight with
her daughter and hopes to
get others to come as well.
Coincidentally, she had met
one of our families at a
campground last weekend!
Last night,
Joseph
and I
took a 20 mile drive up the
hill to Camp Alta. I
wanted to check in with our
younger kids during their
three-day Kids Camp.
Renee, Christy, Daniel,
and Ben are
our Camp Counselors for this
second camp of the season.
It was a blessing to watch
as a new generation of
children are learning God's
Word in this fun setting.
A couple days ago was my
father's 79th birthday. It
was such a busy day
(graveside Veteran's
Funeral, Memorial Service at
Lasilla, Prayer Meeting-IntenseFellowship)
that I wasn't free to call
him until 10:45 (Michigan
Time).
Dad recounted that all of
his living children had
stopped by or had called in.
As usual Dad wanted to know
how things are going out
here in California. That
night my voice had turned
raspy from all the smoke--I
didn't have much of a range
when we sang hymns earlier.
I have earned a 'free'
ticket again this year so I
told Pa that I hope to go
see him. I have just been
very busy with our church
calendar and I had hoped
that we would have already
closed on the house in the
Greens by now.
May the Lord bless you and
yours today.
Thursday,
July 10, 2008
Here's a story at the Auburn
Journal:
Sorry that there hasn't been
any entries since Sunday.
Geographic proximity to this
page's software-based,
internet-connection has been
the limiting factor.
We had some trouble getting
Sunday's Message uploaded
this week. However, it is up
now so please give it a
listen.
Click on the player above.
Sunday, July
6, 2008
The latest sermon will be
uploaded above (asap).
Although, we're heading to
Galt tonight, I may decide
to upload something at this
site:
CLICK HERE
Thursday,
July 3, 2008
Six in Prayer Meeting last
night; Six in Spanish Bible
Study, and Youth Group in
the Break. A humble yet very
important presence in God's
House midway through the
week.
Yesterday, the Patriarch of
one of our newer member
families stepped into
Eternity. Pastor Matt and I
will visit them this
morning.
Here are the passages I am
considering for this
Sunday's Message (and
subsequent opportunities to
preach God's Holy Word):
Acts 9:18-31
Luke 6:27-42
Romans 7:1-25
Wednesday,
July 2, 2008
Cathy and I went to Galt on
Sunday night. I didn't have
computer access there.
An important meeting this
morning at 10am. Will
probably write more later.