The first few hundred times I read this passage in John, it was like
magical! Ooh, how cool! The Holy Spirit! What an occasion. What a
celebration! Jesus, back from the dead!
Well it does say the disciples were exuberant. But what about the first
part of this reading? The disciples locking the door, in fear for their
lives! I used to sort of skip right past that part. Never gave it much
thought. After all, the most important point here is, Christ's
resurrection, and the receiving of the Holy Spirit right? Of course it is!
But today I have a better understanding of the fear thing. No, I never
believed people were looking for me ready to take my life. But I have been
very afraid of what might be just around the corner. I've been very
concerned about, what you might think, what they might say, even, what God
might have in mind for me!
I've really been working on doing
what I think God wants me to for quite a few years now, so a while ago, when
I wound up in the hospital, I just couldn't believe it!
I was so miserable, upset, and afraid, I let God know, right out loud, just
how sure I was, that He had the wrong guy!
I was a worship leader, a servant, an all round disciple for goodness sake.
Here I was with a tube down my throat, and hiccups at the same time, causing
the tube to rub my throat raw each time I convulsed. It was a bad joke, and
God was pulling it on me!
Well I was a poor patient, I kept pleading with God, and yelling for the
nurse, pleading with God, and yelling for the nurse. Then, the other fellow
sharing the room with me, who just happened to be waiting for a liver
transplant, and hadn't really been a model patient himself, asked if it was
really so bad, and I was ashamed, and embarrassed, so I told him I was
sorry, and I laid still. I shut up, and locked the door.
I don't know how long I pouted before I felt it, the awesome presence, the
Spirit, the comforting, be still and know, That I Am God! For me, it wasn't
so much a celebration, as it was an assurance. That both good and hard
times were coming. God was in charge, it would be, as it needed to be. I
repented, I counted my blessings, I forgave, and I experienced the peace of
God's Spirit, all in a moment!.
Nice story isn't it? What's it got to do with you?
Have you ever been concerned, or even yes, afraid, of what might be just
around the corner? What I might think, what they might say, what God might
have in mind for you? It's human nature to lock the door and hide away. I
believe God knows we'll do that. He expects us to cry out to Him, but after
we've done our explaining, and commiserating, after we've told our story, I
think God would have us listen. I believe Jesus would have us forgive, and
be forgiven. He wants us, to know the peace that comes through trusting
Him. The bible tells us that we were created for God's good pleasure. When
we really give it up, and trust, we finally get the benefits of God's good
mood. Yes, God wants our trust, our service, and our attention. Sow when God
reaches out and gets hold of you, rejoice. Celebrate. Enjoy the ride!
You're not just in good hands, you're in God's hands!
I'm not just trying to be cute or funny here, God's hands! That's as good as
you can ever feel. In God's hands.
Ok, the questions you are asked to answer,
1. What is the point of this sermon?
2. What did you like best about this sermon?
3. What might I do to improve this sermon?
Thanks for taking the time to respond if you have
the time.
Sincerely,
Greg
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Greg Brayton
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